21.10.07

My version of Ran-Dumb thoughts

In true deja fashion and to prove zuri right I am writing this post and me and that special someone are on the outs again. That's all i'll be writing about him though. I'm not going to bore anyone in the blog world with my pity party... If i know you i might call you every now and then to keep strong though. LOL

AN-T-WAY

Graduation, grad school, finding a job/career, 15 credit hours now, 19 credit hours next semester, GRE, 18 hours a week at Express- mostly on my weekends, Resident Advisor- with a boss who hates me, Black Student Association, add a new commitment THEN MINUS seniorIdis (sp??). That equals = DISASTER.

But i don't even care anymore. All i care about is getting a job and 1 commitment. Like right now, i'm sitting here typing on blogspot when i got a lot of homework to do and I'm not even tired. Perfect time right?? NAAAAHHH. I think i'll get in the bed, red a book, and watch wedding planner- which i've seen so many times that its not even good anymore. so.....

SOS somebody. It's just first semester. I'm droooowwniing.

I'm not even doing the things i have to do. Is life like this for everyone???? Or do people really get up, go to work, pay the bills and go to sleep???? I wonder what that feels like?

And to top it all off, entertainment PR is not an easy field to get in to. That means after grad I got 10 more years of being on the grind and paying my dues before I see any benefits. UGGGHHHH, it just makes me tired thinking about it. Maybe i WILL go to bed now!!! Gosh i'm being soooo lazy.

About being lazy... I think i really am lazy at heart, but i just do things because people expect me to and because the job has to get done by someone and also i'm a social being so if i don't get out of bed i won't see anybody. I like being in the mix. If that wasn't the case, I'd be ghost. You would not see me at all!!

So what's going on in the world. Two people have passed but i'm not exactly sure who or the situation surrounding them. Jehovah, please be with their famlies! I guess i'd better check cnn.com. I don't check FOX, ughh. What a racially insenstive network and I can't STAND Bill O'Reily (that pompous JERKKK)

I'm beginning to fade out. Ugghh, I have to go to work at 9am tommorow morning. I really should get to bed. I almost forgot about it

4 comments:

j.a.c. said...

Girl... you better fight that laziness!!!

T.C. said...

so senior year has kicked in and real life is at your door steps...well check this out, truth be told even when you finish undergrad, or even grad school, you still have a lot of discovery and growth that will take place in your life...so therefore...don't make a plan set goals and allow for yourself to be flexible when wind of change that we call life blows your way...

your journey to womanhood is just beginning and it will change from time to time as you really figure out who you are as a person/a woman...

so don't be so hard on yourself and like jac said, fight the laziness and handle your bidness to get on out of that camp

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